The Beauty of The Devil

It's real!

Now,I'm a big fan of the world of organised crime, been a fan since I saw the Godfather movie. Since then I've been watching and reading countless movies and books of that genre;about the family,drug dealing,dirty politics,hands on the authorities, corruption, power, you know, those kind of stuff. and my personal favourite is of course The Godfather trilogy. The movie is based on the novel written by Mario Puzzo, a bestseller(would be surprise if it hadn't), and definitely the best of the lots in portraying the world of organised crime, the mafia world.

So in a way,i know a little about it(even though it's just through fictional movies and books, not the real thing. But of course I've never done it,dosa tuu..dosa besar!). Then came the Global Witness video, bam!

The Real Godfather is no Corleone, he's here! 

I have never been so astonished(and of course very pissed) when i saw the video. Everything mentioned by 'his' (lets call this particular guy Barzini) family members is like in the movies and novels! It's true! It's real! For example, when doing business the Godfather himself, in our case Barzini, won't be in the place of the deal. He'll let his proxies go and do the business,making it appear as if he never got involved in those deals. Barzini himself will also assure you that you don't have to be afraid of the authorities when you want to do business with him, he got them in his pockets, just like Vito Corleone and his connections to the people of power. Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. It really is like in the movies! To realise that it's happening in this very place, this place where i'm setting my feet on, is just, i thought they were just fictions or just on other countries of big cities like America or China, but it's happening here! Un-fucking-believable. Our very own Godfather and his family. Of course before this video was released i have heard stories about his ruling, his billions worth of property, but to be exposed in a more detailed and full proof evidence, fuhhhhh.. It has never been this beautiful.  

To go against a monster.

Based on the mind of this geeky fan of this organised crime thing, you can't. You just can't. They got the political influence, you can't do nothing when they have those. The expensive lawyers are on their side to answer for them,their assets are always hidden, so even if you make them go to jail, next thing when they got out,money is still there,dude will still be friggin rich. They got powerful people behind them who got a hold on all those things you need to live, according to law(twisted law) that is, like food supplies, land, everything.so to go against them is suicide. Sad,isn't it?

Blood will be shed! 

Another thing that scares me right now is the 'no loose ends' kind of stuff. I'm pretty sure that Barzini is pretty pissed how the deal got leaked. You know that in The Godfather film, Michael killed his own brother Fredo because of treason? A man of wealth, a man of power like Barzini definitely wouldn't be afraid of 'pulling the trigger'. He got a reputation to keep, a 'family' to feed, friends to show respect on him, so when this happen, you know it's not going to be pretty.

Fools!

This whole thing that's been happening is reality. The world is not as beautiful as it seems. Barzini is just the tip of the iceberg. I believe there are still many out there, doing deals, burdening the people for their own personal sake. I guess it's them who's the idiot now, being fooled by an NGO, believing that they are making investments and stuff. And you call the locals as fools? pffffftt.. You and you're families are the fools. Bloody-foolish-greedy fools!

A child's fantasy.

Lets be clear here, I'm just a fan of the subject, I'm not sure whether they are true(but the corruption definitely is!). It's just my fantasy, just my point of view, a view from a innocent mind of the reality. But remember, our mind are no longer blind. We can no longer be oppress, we are not fools. Yes it will be a dangerous path to take, to take on a giant beast, but truth will always prevail.

Watch out Barzini.  

Gambar hiasan

  

have you?

do you ever feel, like a plastic bag,driftin' through the wind,wa- wait, whatt???

aha, i kid, that was just some lyrics from a song,hhe*ba dum tsss* hehehe..(not funny man)..oh..okay =.=

enuff with all that unfunny jokes,hhe...well, let me start by asking you a question...have u ever been given 5000 ringgit from somebody n its all there for u n it is up2u to do watever that is u want 2 do it n u will be like -okay, u get the point right??(another bad joke)

anyways, fyi, we teacher trainess of IPGKTAR just received our allowances(it was last thursday actually) n god..what a feeling that was..imagine u have FIVE THOUSAND RINGGIT right at the palm of ur hand(well,it's still in the bank actually..i haven't hold it..but hey,the feelings the same right??YOU OWN THE MONEY!!), the feeling is just awesome..its like ur a rich guy or something(yeah right...rich guy-.-)

and thats the problem that i'm facing right now...

before this,never before i think abt buying this, or getting that..but when i got my allowances, I WANT THEM ALL!!!(fuhhh,serius,nafsu2 =.=)..but,come n think abt it,when else r u gonna njoy all this??ur young n all of a sudden a chunk of money fallen from the sky(its from our 'beloved' government actually),what else u wanna do??spend it lah,haha...yes u can dear friends, but remember to save some(some as in a big amount really,coz ur gonna need it for the next 5 months)...so,i've decide,to spent it on these things(probably) wait wait,

 WHAT IS THIS POST IS ABOUT ACTUALLY???nothing makes sense!! 

urrmmm...to tell u the truth, i just wanna share some of the things that i wanna(might) buy with that money,really...he..he..he..(boooo!!!)...

No.1 Beats headphones!

No. 2 Limited Edition Converse shoes!!!

No. 3 iPad2!

n that's abt it... figuratively, it is possible(considering the price n the amount money that i have)! but realistically, its not possible, i only have to choose one..so..which one aaaa???(wouldn't be better if u just save ur money for future purposes???) me:............

END!

(what a lame post, boooo!!!...) -.-'    

Gambar Hiasan

we were programmed wrong...

gempak kn title??haha, not really la..this thought suddenly came to my mind while i was studying(mo tnjuk sda study la ni,hhe)...

right, now i would like to ask, why are we studying?whats the sole purpose of us studying?

i'm sure that most of u will answer exam dah dekat, or back in ur school days, to get a brighter future/to achieve my ambition n get a good job when u grown up...i think thats why nowadays u got people committing suicide because of studies or career related thingy..

if only we were thought or nurtured that we study is for the sake of knowledge itself, to love the knowledge, to appreciate it, NOT becoz u must pass some exam papers or because u were told to...

dah,mo smbung study,haha...

this pic was taken way back during my schooling days...good times..

main jwb 11 soalan adell suruh :p

this post is dedicated Miss Abdil Zakiah a.k.a Adell a.k.a 2nd witch a.k.a 3rd speaker a.k.a kind evil stepmother,hehe...(tgok,ak poskn lg gmbr mu msa kta 'menang' impromptu speech ari 2,hhe :p )

God helps those who help themselves

so i got tagged by teacher adell in a game where i have to tell 11 things about me n then answer another 11 question given by her...okay, so here goes!


11 things about me


-i'm a big fan of Manchester United(pfffttt...im sure all of u noe that,hhe)


-i read novels..sometimes...(o yaaa,dell,buku wikileaks ku pa kbr???hhe)


-so in love with cars(my current favorite car is Lexus LFA...google it, its wicked!)


-i enjoyed reading comics by Zint,Slaium,Ben,Keith n other local comic artist(mst ko x tau ni kn dell?? :p)


-without any doubt, i would rather sit back at my home or in any mamak stall to watch a United game rather than going on a hot date(actually,that depends,if it was hanis zalikha o selena gomez o heliza o diana danielle o rossie huntington whitely o juliana evans o kiera knightley o scarlett johansen, perhaps, by some chance, i'll reconsider it,hhe :p )


-i don't have a such a good sense of fashion...but i'm not the worse,hhe


-my favorite brand is Nike, Adidas n Converse(typical boys favorite)


-i'm a good listener coz its my nature to just listen to whatever people say(so if any of u out there got any problems to share with,let it be known that i am here(single girls only,hhe :p..just kiddin..)


-sometimes i tend to get nervous o shy with people who i never been or met with..but once they noe me, mwahahahaha(evil laugh)


-i have alergies..(nda mo bgtau ap,t ad org niat jhat,ssh ak,hhe)


-when i was a kid my dream was to become an automotive engineer, but that dream shattered to pieces after i realise how freaking hard add math n physic was...bye2 dream...




Now, the 11 questions:

1. Animal that freak me out? Penyengat...disebabkan ni benda i was hospitalized....


2. Love before or after marriage? before is preferably better but don't take too much time coz u'll get bored..trust me,hhe...


3. People who annoys me? them fuckin' litter bugs...never failed to annoy me...


4. do i believe in ghost? Uuuuuiiiihhh, bilip!(slang2 sabah) lot of my friends saw them...


5. INCEPTION! i've watched it gazzilion time but it never gets old...


6. Lemon Tree by Fools Garden...heard the song ever since i was a kid...hearing it brings me back to memory lane,haha


7. Place i would like to visit? the motherland of football: England!


8. First love? u wouldn't believe this: 11..advance kn?? :p


9. Wikileaks: Inside Jullian Assange War On Secrecy...ehhh, dgan ko msh buku tu kan??pa kabar??hehehe :p


10. My favorite color is red. why? back at high school my rumah sukan was Magnesium which is red,hhe...


11. 5 words to describe me? Curious, Humble, Respectful, Provocative, Kind


so now i have to tag 11 friends right?


Nadia
Mon(tolng bgtau dy dell,nda smpat mo link2,jm 2 sda ni,hhe :p )
Ain
Mira NS
Shahmer
Jackson
Adell(nda byk bh knln blog ku,ko jwb jk balik,hhe..)
Hanis Zalikha
Obefiend Weiland
Richie McCaw
Barrack Obama


my 11 questions are:


1.if you're bout to die to tomorrow, who are going to give ur final words to n what is it?
2.u saw a kid starving n u urselve starving. would u buy the kid some food?
3.if ur the prime minister or the president(now Barrack, i'm sure ur good at this) of a nation, what's the first thing u would like change in that country of yours?
4.if u wrote a book, what'll the title be?
5.do you believe in the idea that we can plant ideas in ones mind through dreams?
6.do you think Sharbinee is to be blame for Terengganu recent defeat to Negeri Sembilan?
7.whats the first thing pop out of ur head when u hear/read the word: Facebook
8.who's more handsome, Christian Bale, Johnny Depp or Ryan Reynolds?
9.do you think Coca Cola company is to be blame for Nadia Muliadi's current addiction to the drink or is it she herself is to be blame for being unable to control herself. give ur opinion.(10marks)
10.who do you think will win the 2011/12 UEFA Champions League?
11.what is acculturation? 

*SELAMAT MENJAWAB*

Limitless!

yes, the final exam for us tesl students is next week, the exam that'll determine whether we're worthy or not to become future teachers,that means u adell(ko jk yg bca blog ni kn,hhe :p ) n the rest of u PPISMP BI 610...

but i'm not gonna talk about any exam stuff,coz its boring...n scary...y is it scary??have ever get the thought that u r betting ur future on a piece of paper??i mean, look at our education system, ur qualification to everything is based on how u do in ur exams, isn't it?

dah2, enuff of this exam crap...

what i really would like to talk about tonight is about the movie that i just saw, just a couple of minutes ago while writing this post(kantoi x stdy,pdhal xam sda mnggu dpn >.< ). title of the movie? Limitless...directed by Neil Burger(i think he was named Burger coz he likes to eat burger :p (bad joke =.=') )...i never heard about the movie before, but credits to ghazali coz he's the one who suggest me to watch it.

the main character, sometimes in certain scenes, looks like Andres Villas Boas

so, did i like the movie?

hell yeah! though i m a bit disappointed with the plot, just a bit, at the end of the story..but the idea or the theme of the story make it possible for it to be in the my list of movies that i admired*.

what made me so impressed over this movie?(though in the IMDB, which stands for Internet Movie Database, it only got 7.1/10) well the theme of course! it's about pills(lame..) which able to enhance ur brain(huh?)..sort of a bad drug, but its good!(cam promote dadah la plak)..i like their concept of science where they state that we humans only use 20% of our brain's true potential, but with this pill, it promotes ur brain's true potential, in other words, u can get full access of ur brain! it's quite unlogical but through this fantasies-science fiction-lovaholic mind of mine, it is possible!(imagination is more powerful than knowledge)..just like the movie Inception, u noe, their idea of subconscious, where you can steal information from a person or plant an idea in them while they're in their sleep, i think it's possible(gila...but hey, back in the 15th century you'll be called a crazy person when u think u can fly..see, imagination is more powerful than knowledge..if nobody ever though about doing beyond the normal like flying, u wouldn't have ur Air Asia or Malaysia Airlines to fly u through the globe...)

 if only those pills are real, i'll have no problems in my coming exam,haha(people, please, don't do drugs for the sake of a stup final exam, its not worth it...)...naaahhh, even if the pills were real, i wouldn't wanna take it, u'll eat urself for being too smart!(like in the movie).i mean yaa, in reality u'll feel ur freaking smart than anybody else n then u'll start to think that ur god, it happens really, thats y u got bunch of fucking atheis who think they're smart enough, so smart that they thought they out smart god...people, who r we compared to Allah S.W.T? we r puny, punier than puny, much more punier, much much much more punier compared to Him...

in a nutshell(skema), the movie Limitless was great, the movie made me didn't study tonight(but i will after publishing this..hopefully), exam is next week, and there u have it, my blog is finally updated...yeay!

wikileaks rule!

yes people, i've finished reading wikileaks:inside jullian assange war on secrecy book,hehe...so, about the book, i found it interesting coz:

-u got 2 noe how the wikileaks started

-a little biography on jullian assange

-how wicked the drama that happened-the sex allegations,publishing rigths,the cables etc. mind blowing! 

-the world is not as pretty as it seems

-and...

but there's smething that mde me think 4 a while...could this leak be another 'play' by the 'puppeteer' ?? y m i sying this?? well, the info n cables r US embassies( i think,from wht i read) from different part of the world..so, could it possibly be that the things that they reported is set by them, to get the world see as they want it to be, mmmmmmmmmmm....watever, it is still a good book though, n i dfintly rcomend u people out there 2 read it..out of 5? 4,haha

and currently im reading one of dan brown masterpiece! yes, he's the author of the ever famous da vinci code n the lost symbol...so far(until page 113,hhe) this book is utterly unputdownable(ada ka word ni dlm kmus??hhe) ! 

Digital Fortress