The Beauty of The Devil

It's real!

Now,I'm a big fan of the world of organised crime, been a fan since I saw the Godfather movie. Since then I've been watching and reading countless movies and books of that genre;about the family,drug dealing,dirty politics,hands on the authorities, corruption, power, you know, those kind of stuff. and my personal favourite is of course The Godfather trilogy. The movie is based on the novel written by Mario Puzzo, a bestseller(would be surprise if it hadn't), and definitely the best of the lots in portraying the world of organised crime, the mafia world.

So in a way,i know a little about it(even though it's just through fictional movies and books, not the real thing. But of course I've never done it,dosa tuu..dosa besar!). Then came the Global Witness video, bam!

The Real Godfather is no Corleone, he's here! 

I have never been so astonished(and of course very pissed) when i saw the video. Everything mentioned by 'his' (lets call this particular guy Barzini) family members is like in the movies and novels! It's true! It's real! For example, when doing business the Godfather himself, in our case Barzini, won't be in the place of the deal. He'll let his proxies go and do the business,making it appear as if he never got involved in those deals. Barzini himself will also assure you that you don't have to be afraid of the authorities when you want to do business with him, he got them in his pockets, just like Vito Corleone and his connections to the people of power. Wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. It really is like in the movies! To realise that it's happening in this very place, this place where i'm setting my feet on, is just, i thought they were just fictions or just on other countries of big cities like America or China, but it's happening here! Un-fucking-believable. Our very own Godfather and his family. Of course before this video was released i have heard stories about his ruling, his billions worth of property, but to be exposed in a more detailed and full proof evidence, fuhhhhh.. It has never been this beautiful.  

To go against a monster.

Based on the mind of this geeky fan of this organised crime thing, you can't. You just can't. They got the political influence, you can't do nothing when they have those. The expensive lawyers are on their side to answer for them,their assets are always hidden, so even if you make them go to jail, next thing when they got out,money is still there,dude will still be friggin rich. They got powerful people behind them who got a hold on all those things you need to live, according to law(twisted law) that is, like food supplies, land, everything.so to go against them is suicide. Sad,isn't it?

Blood will be shed! 

Another thing that scares me right now is the 'no loose ends' kind of stuff. I'm pretty sure that Barzini is pretty pissed how the deal got leaked. You know that in The Godfather film, Michael killed his own brother Fredo because of treason? A man of wealth, a man of power like Barzini definitely wouldn't be afraid of 'pulling the trigger'. He got a reputation to keep, a 'family' to feed, friends to show respect on him, so when this happen, you know it's not going to be pretty.

Fools!

This whole thing that's been happening is reality. The world is not as beautiful as it seems. Barzini is just the tip of the iceberg. I believe there are still many out there, doing deals, burdening the people for their own personal sake. I guess it's them who's the idiot now, being fooled by an NGO, believing that they are making investments and stuff. And you call the locals as fools? pffffftt.. You and you're families are the fools. Bloody-foolish-greedy fools!

A child's fantasy.

Lets be clear here, I'm just a fan of the subject, I'm not sure whether they are true(but the corruption definitely is!). It's just my fantasy, just my point of view, a view from a innocent mind of the reality. But remember, our mind are no longer blind. We can no longer be oppress, we are not fools. Yes it will be a dangerous path to take, to take on a giant beast, but truth will always prevail.

Watch out Barzini.  

Gambar hiasan

  

Dear Future Me

Dear future me,
    in case u didn't remember, while writing this post u got tons of assignments, yet, u were able to sit back n relax like a boss while ur friends working their ass off trying to finish it...heck,im sure u'd finished it,otherwise how else would u be reading this in ur comfy ol sofa with that expensively-delicious looking chocolate ur eating..

Dear future me,
     if ur reading this, i am quiet sure that u've achieved all the things that i've listed..that 15 years time that i gave u since 2012 is more than enuff..what were the things that i want u to do?well,here's the list

1)get ur teaching degree of course!

2)get posted in rural areas so that u noe how hard life can be

3)a nice set of wheels at ur porch

4)got a house(must be double storey)

5)become an awesome teacher!

6)have a second wife(optional :p

7)got a nice collection of sneakers

8)ur parents damn proud of what u've become that time(most important)

9)pursue ur studies to overseas(oversea's optional,as long as u have/about to have a master degree)

and most importantly:

10)you are happy with who you are right now :)

so, 35 year old me, hope u've done everything on the list..no pressure,really..but seriously dude,make sure u've done all of them..if u did,then the optimist 19 year old Abdullah Hakim would've been so proud of you :)

p/s:aku dpt idea ne pas tgk How I Met Your Mother,hhehe..no pressure buddy :) 

have you?

do you ever feel, like a plastic bag,driftin' through the wind,wa- wait, whatt???

aha, i kid, that was just some lyrics from a song,hhe*ba dum tsss* hehehe..(not funny man)..oh..okay =.=

enuff with all that unfunny jokes,hhe...well, let me start by asking you a question...have u ever been given 5000 ringgit from somebody n its all there for u n it is up2u to do watever that is u want 2 do it n u will be like -okay, u get the point right??(another bad joke)

anyways, fyi, we teacher trainess of IPGKTAR just received our allowances(it was last thursday actually) n god..what a feeling that was..imagine u have FIVE THOUSAND RINGGIT right at the palm of ur hand(well,it's still in the bank actually..i haven't hold it..but hey,the feelings the same right??YOU OWN THE MONEY!!), the feeling is just awesome..its like ur a rich guy or something(yeah right...rich guy-.-)

and thats the problem that i'm facing right now...

before this,never before i think abt buying this, or getting that..but when i got my allowances, I WANT THEM ALL!!!(fuhhh,serius,nafsu2 =.=)..but,come n think abt it,when else r u gonna njoy all this??ur young n all of a sudden a chunk of money fallen from the sky(its from our 'beloved' government actually),what else u wanna do??spend it lah,haha...yes u can dear friends, but remember to save some(some as in a big amount really,coz ur gonna need it for the next 5 months)...so,i've decide,to spent it on these things(probably) wait wait,

 WHAT IS THIS POST IS ABOUT ACTUALLY???nothing makes sense!! 

urrmmm...to tell u the truth, i just wanna share some of the things that i wanna(might) buy with that money,really...he..he..he..(boooo!!!)...

No.1 Beats headphones!

No. 2 Limited Edition Converse shoes!!!

No. 3 iPad2!

n that's abt it... figuratively, it is possible(considering the price n the amount money that i have)! but realistically, its not possible, i only have to choose one..so..which one aaaa???(wouldn't be better if u just save ur money for future purposes???) me:............

END!

(what a lame post, boooo!!!...) -.-'    

Gambar Hiasan

Football

its been a while since the last time i updated this blog...anyways, lets get straight to the thing that i would like to discuss tonight...

as we all malaysian know, we just won the SEA games gold medal in football, beating our arch nemesis, indonesia!!!! a dramatic match that end up in 1-1 draw which then decide through penalties which we won 4-3(amek mu,haha)....HOOOORRREEEEYYYY!!!!!!!

but then, moments before im posting this post, Malaysia lose 0-2 to syria in the olympic group qualifying rounds...sad...

well, i got mixed emotions n opinions about our national squad n the fate of malaysian football...first of all, yes, i am proud with their achievements in the sea games. they've shown that malaysia is definitely one of the power house in football in sout east asia region that is(judging by the u23 squad n champions of the AFF suzuki cup)...

BUT...wake up call people, we r still far behind...the footballing system in our nation is i think still not up to the standard if we are to compete against other asian giants..our leagues still below the par...the quality,*sigh*,is still far reach from the level that'll put us as the same ranks as other nations...sometimes,the current state of our league or footballing thingy watever really made me questioned myself, what really went wrong??

if we look back in history,our footballing quality is not that far from others and we did produce some brilliant players along the way...that history my friend should've been the foundation of our country's football development(which i think we should reap the outcome right now)...but then, what had happen???where did it all go??honestly, if the FA build the ground from those past years of glories,'fixing' the leagues or perhaps build an academy and such,  its not impossible that we're playing at the 2006 world cup...i mean, look at korea, japan, they were able to do it, so why aren't we??hurrrrmmmmm...perhaps we were buzy chasing the 2020 vision or maybe buzy building sky scrapers...aaa what the heck...

yes, who am i to say such words n judgments on our football whatever league squad thingy, u don't have the authority! ur not even an expert in these sort of things!"...yup, perhaps, but as a fan n a malysian who loves football as much as his love to life, i think i have the rights to voice out my opinion...its my blog for god sake!hehe...

all in all(cam esay la plak), i hope that our nation football will....i don't know, i hope for the best n definitely improvements....MALAYSIA BOLEH!


below is a video of one of the greatest footballing legend that our country produce n of course some glimpse of how great our football was...the golden age as they call it...

main jwb 11 soalan adell suruh :p

this post is dedicated Miss Abdil Zakiah a.k.a Adell a.k.a 2nd witch a.k.a 3rd speaker a.k.a kind evil stepmother,hehe...(tgok,ak poskn lg gmbr mu msa kta 'menang' impromptu speech ari 2,hhe :p )

God helps those who help themselves

so i got tagged by teacher adell in a game where i have to tell 11 things about me n then answer another 11 question given by her...okay, so here goes!


11 things about me


-i'm a big fan of Manchester United(pfffttt...im sure all of u noe that,hhe)


-i read novels..sometimes...(o yaaa,dell,buku wikileaks ku pa kbr???hhe)


-so in love with cars(my current favorite car is Lexus LFA...google it, its wicked!)


-i enjoyed reading comics by Zint,Slaium,Ben,Keith n other local comic artist(mst ko x tau ni kn dell?? :p)


-without any doubt, i would rather sit back at my home or in any mamak stall to watch a United game rather than going on a hot date(actually,that depends,if it was hanis zalikha o selena gomez o heliza o diana danielle o rossie huntington whitely o juliana evans o kiera knightley o scarlett johansen, perhaps, by some chance, i'll reconsider it,hhe :p )


-i don't have a such a good sense of fashion...but i'm not the worse,hhe


-my favorite brand is Nike, Adidas n Converse(typical boys favorite)


-i'm a good listener coz its my nature to just listen to whatever people say(so if any of u out there got any problems to share with,let it be known that i am here(single girls only,hhe :p..just kiddin..)


-sometimes i tend to get nervous o shy with people who i never been or met with..but once they noe me, mwahahahaha(evil laugh)


-i have alergies..(nda mo bgtau ap,t ad org niat jhat,ssh ak,hhe)


-when i was a kid my dream was to become an automotive engineer, but that dream shattered to pieces after i realise how freaking hard add math n physic was...bye2 dream...




Now, the 11 questions:

1. Animal that freak me out? Penyengat...disebabkan ni benda i was hospitalized....


2. Love before or after marriage? before is preferably better but don't take too much time coz u'll get bored..trust me,hhe...


3. People who annoys me? them fuckin' litter bugs...never failed to annoy me...


4. do i believe in ghost? Uuuuuiiiihhh, bilip!(slang2 sabah) lot of my friends saw them...


5. INCEPTION! i've watched it gazzilion time but it never gets old...


6. Lemon Tree by Fools Garden...heard the song ever since i was a kid...hearing it brings me back to memory lane,haha


7. Place i would like to visit? the motherland of football: England!


8. First love? u wouldn't believe this: 11..advance kn?? :p


9. Wikileaks: Inside Jullian Assange War On Secrecy...ehhh, dgan ko msh buku tu kan??pa kabar??hehehe :p


10. My favorite color is red. why? back at high school my rumah sukan was Magnesium which is red,hhe...


11. 5 words to describe me? Curious, Humble, Respectful, Provocative, Kind


so now i have to tag 11 friends right?


Nadia
Mon(tolng bgtau dy dell,nda smpat mo link2,jm 2 sda ni,hhe :p )
Ain
Mira NS
Shahmer
Jackson
Adell(nda byk bh knln blog ku,ko jwb jk balik,hhe..)
Hanis Zalikha
Obefiend Weiland
Richie McCaw
Barrack Obama


my 11 questions are:


1.if you're bout to die to tomorrow, who are going to give ur final words to n what is it?
2.u saw a kid starving n u urselve starving. would u buy the kid some food?
3.if ur the prime minister or the president(now Barrack, i'm sure ur good at this) of a nation, what's the first thing u would like change in that country of yours?
4.if u wrote a book, what'll the title be?
5.do you believe in the idea that we can plant ideas in ones mind through dreams?
6.do you think Sharbinee is to be blame for Terengganu recent defeat to Negeri Sembilan?
7.whats the first thing pop out of ur head when u hear/read the word: Facebook
8.who's more handsome, Christian Bale, Johnny Depp or Ryan Reynolds?
9.do you think Coca Cola company is to be blame for Nadia Muliadi's current addiction to the drink or is it she herself is to be blame for being unable to control herself. give ur opinion.(10marks)
10.who do you think will win the 2011/12 UEFA Champions League?
11.what is acculturation? 

*SELAMAT MENJAWAB*