a day not to be remembered...

the feeling was hundred time worse than breaking up with ur girlfriend...trust me...it sucks...

never felt this disappointed before

defeat...

i may have tasted the bitter taste of 5-0 thrashing defeat in a futsal match, 25-2 in volleyball, screwed up in a speech and sometimes in video games.

but today, the taste of defeat is different....

its  far more bitter.

i don't know why, i've tasted defeat, but this felt a lot worse compare to those other defeat....

staring at the ceiling....the bitter taste of defeat....its unbearable....shit....(now dont be panic people, im not gonna killing myself ok, yes im dissapointed but tht doesn't mean im stupid enough to commit one,hehe...)

next time...you'll see...