speechless

a lot had happen in these last two days(including today). first, last night, malysia's hope of going to the third world cup qualifying round shattered to pieces as they were held to a 1-1 draw by singapore...really saddening...i thought this was the team that could take it all the way and rewrite the history book, guess not, they still got a lot to do if they want to. am i disappointed? yes. but i still believe they can make it next time, they'll surely learn something out of this defeat bcoz if they really have that desire to take the national team to a whole new level, they must improve from the mistakes that they've did. i do have faith in them. they are not that far n they do have that bit of quality...don't worry malaysia...u did good n we r proud that u've come this far :)

still got a lot to improve...

then, today, i got my first 'surat tunjuk sebab',hahaha..why??coz i didn't attend this freakin seminar. why i didn't attend it??it's for the lecturers for cryin out loud! the topics that they talked about was all related to the improvement in RnD of  teaching something2 n about paperwork for the phd, i don't know, but whatever it was, it wasn't meant for a student like me n my frens..so why bother come????the ones that come,well,they were just filling the seats,they ain't really paid that much attention anyway...again,why bother???huh!x pasal2 dpt surat tnjuk sbb...damn...

last but no least,the sad part,my grandma just passed away today at 6:54p.m(the time i received my dads message)...may her soul rest in peace...al fatihah...